Endless DecemberEndless December by fajidhassan
Seasons have come and gone, a year later i still feel the same.
All the wounds closed, still bleeding on the inside.
The love i felt is one thing i fear i will never tame.
On the day of my birth, my heart died.
The winter never went away, inside im so cold.
My heart covered in frost, buried in snow.
I feel weary of the world, so young, yet so old.
I feel like everyday is a year, time passes so slow.
Time does nothing to mend my broken dreams.
Beneathe the surface, im a fractured and broken man.
There lurks more pain than it seems.
I have fell in love again, ive tried to stop it. ive done all i can.
I've travelled a long and twisted path, best left un tread.
I've climbed to the shattered peaks of emotion.
Searching far and wide, i find all the dreams to be dead.
Sorrow coming in endless waves, a vast ocean.
Long ago, i was told that i would make a choice.
I never thought it would be a nightmare like this.
I still remember the lie in my voice.
the night i betrayed myself, the last kiss.
lifesaveryour an angel and i wish you mine,lifesaver by fajidhassan
your beauty resembles that of a morning dew covered flower on the vine.
true love can only be spelled with each letter of your name,
our passion is wild and never tame.
to me your the essence of life,
and one day i shall make you my wife.
on that day i will be forever yours,
and you forever mine,
and im sure that with each passing year, our love will age, like the finest of wine.
sometimessometimes, things just seem like they dont matter anymoresometimes by fajidhassan
sometimes everything matters to much
sometimes i wake up in the morning feeling like the lonliest person in the world.
sometimes i go to sleep feeling like that
sometimes i feel like the luckiest guy in the world.
sometimes i feel like im gifted with the greatest woman on earth.
all the time, thats more than just a feeling.
brown eyes trilogy part 3The Amber Addendum (Brown Eyed Crown pt3)brown eyes trilogy part 3 by fajidhassan
By Gabriel Wiggins
To you of whom ive known since the beginning.
I give my life, with it all my horrendousness and my sinning.
You offered me redemption and forgivness, things of which I dared not dream.
I was not worthy of them, even from him or so it would seem.
I asked for another chance, and he sent me you without even a glance.
At your touch my heart does quicken and my darkness begins to sicken.
Through innumerable years of self inflicted torture and pain, you have been a beacon shining.
It would seem that fate with his sickness and cruelness, has excellent timing.
For to me, my end was drawing near, a time for thi