Endless December

Seasons have come and gone, a year later i still feel the same.
All the wounds closed, still bleeding on the inside.
The love i felt is one thing i fear i will never tame.
On the day of my birth, my heart died.

The winter never went away, inside im so cold.
My heart covered in frost, buried in snow.
I feel weary of the world, so young, yet so old.
I feel like everyday is a year, time passes so slow.

Time does nothing to mend my broken dreams.
Beneathe the surface, im a fractured and broken man.
There lurks more pain than it seems.
I have fell in love again, ive tried to stop it. ive done all i can.

I've travelled a long and twisted path, best left un tread.
I've climbed to the shattered peaks of emotion.
Searching far and wide, i find all the dreams to be dead.
Sorrow coming in endless waves, a vast ocean.

Long ago, i was told that i would make a choice.
I never thought it would be a nightmare like this.
I still remember the lie in my voice.
the night i betrayed myself, the last kiss.

Now the sun rises on the morrow.
I sit alone beneathe its warming glow.
Empty arms, heart filled with sorrow.
Misery loves company, and im the star of the show.